A United Methodist Pastor's Theological Reflections

"But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory (nikos) through our Lord Jesus Christ." - I Corinthians 15:57


Monday, March 15, 2021

Sermon (March 14) by Rev. Robert McDowell



     During this Season of Lent, we have been spending these weeks with Jesus in the wilderness. We are told that Jesus spent forty days in the wilderness and while he was there, he experienced challenges to who he was and what he was sent by God to do.

     If you remember, the Israelites, centuries earlier spent forty years in the wilderness on their way to the Promised Land. They needed that wilderness experience to help them become the people that God had called them to be. They only knew themselves as slaves under Egyptian rule, but now they had been freed and were in need of direction and purpose.

     And so, it is not a coincidence that the Season of Lent is also forty days. The season of Lent is our wilderness journey where we are invited to overcome challenges that come our way.

     So far, we have faced the wilderness challenge of accepting our identity. God loves us and we are his beloved children. As our weekly benediction reminds us every single week. “We are each a blessed, beloved, and beautiful child of God.”

     The second wilderness challenge we faced was our trust. We focused on the Old Testament story of when God made a covenant with Abraham and Sarah promising that they would become parents of a great nation even though they were well beyond child bearing years. God also makes a covenant with us where we are invited to trust and remember that with God, all things are possible.

     Last week, we focused on the wilderness challenge of our passion. There are so many things that call for our passion in our day to day living, but the greatest passion of all is when we give our full hearts and devotion to God. This is what leads us to be passionate about the things that God cares about the most, like justice, righteousness, goodness, and bringing transformation to our community and world. 

     Today’s wilderness challenge focuses on our healing. When we hear that word, “healing,” we usually first think about some type of physical healing we may need. But when I use that word, I am really referring to all types of healing that includes all of who we are; mind, body, and spirit. All of these dimensions of our lives are important.

     In any given moment, we are in need of some type of healing. Maybe it is related to our bodies. But is can also be related to our mental health. This global pandemic has especially revealed how vulnerable we are to maintaining our mental and emotional health.

     These past several months have been extremely challenging in trying to figure out new ways to work remotely, to study remotely, to worship remotely, to connect with our friends remotely, to celebrate birthdays and graduations remotely. Sometimes life takes a toll on our mental and emotional health.

     When a church member calls me because of a crisis that just happened in their lives, often times they are calling because they want to know where God is in the midst of what they are facing. Whether it be a job loss, a death, a family problem, those needs tend to be spiritually related where they are looking for spiritual guidance. 

     Sometimes our spiritual healing challenges are related to our sins and not knowing what to do with the guilt that we are carrying in our lives. We feel broken and past regrets can weigh us down. 

     We face so many different types of healing challenges throughout our lives because we are a people of body, mind and spirit.


     The medical profession bases their logo on today’s Old Testament reading when God healed the people in the wilderness by having Moses put a poisonous snake up on a pole. God told Moses to have the people look up at that snake on the pole so that they could be healed from their snake bites. What a strange story that we find here in the Bible. 

     A little context might be helpful in understanding this story. The Israelites had been murmuring against God as they were traveling through the wilderness. Murmuring is the biblical word for complaining. Murmuring doesn’t sound as bad as complaining but that’s what they were doing. They were complaining.

     They don’t like the food they’ve been eating in the wilderness. They’re becoming less and less grateful as every day passes. They don’t seem to remember that they are no longer slaves in Egypt thanks to God freeing them from bondage, but they do remember that they didn’t like the last meal they had.

     This story from Numbers is one of six murmuring stories. And now they have been bitten by poisonous snakes which leads them to ask God for forgiveness.“God, we didn’t’ really mean to murmer when we said that we’re getting tired of you manna bread meals everyday. But first, could you do something about these snake bites? Is there maybe an Urgent Care around here?”

    And our Old Testament reading tells us that God heard their prayer of confession and told Moses to put up a pole with a serpent wrapped around it and to have the people look up at that pole for them to be healed.

     Our Gospel reading from John chapter three references this story of the poisonous snakes when Jesus tells Nicodemus, “And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.” And then we get that wonderful verse, John 3:16 that says, “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.”

     Nicodemus had approached Jesus at night to ask him questions and find out if he had been truly sent by God to bring salvation. And this is how Jesus responds, by referring to when he would be lifted on a cross for the sins of the world. 

     The cross is the Christian symbol of just how much God loves the world. God loves the world so much that God became one with us. And when Jesus was hanging on the cross on Good Friday, he was carrying all of the weight of our brokenness and sins. Jesus’ suffering and death on the cross looked like a defeat but it was actually God’s victory over sin and death. By looking to the cross, we find our healing and we can be made whole again.

     I have a dear friend who passed away a few years ago. He was a spiritual mentor to me and I still think of him often. Several years ago, he had a nervous breakdown. He was struggling with a lot of unresolved emotions in his life.

     He wife would later tell me, that one morning when he was getting ready for work, she found him sitting on the bathroom floor. He was so overwhelmed emotionally that he had forgotten how to shave. 

     One day while driving down the highway, he swerved into oncoming traffic in an attempt to take his life. Nobody was seriously injured, thank goodness but his family doctor knew that this wasn’t just a car accident.

     My friend was admitted to a mental health facility and ended up being there for six months. He was away from his wife, from his family, from his friends, and from his job. He didn’t want to be there. All he wanted to do was to go back home. My friend definitely felt like he was in the wilderness.

     A friend of his stopped by to see him. And he gave him something that was priceless to him. His friend gave him his personal cross neckless that he had received while attending a spiritual retreat. That retreat was where he had experienced God’s love in a very real way and it totally changed his life. He now had meaning and purpose in his life.

      He placed that cross in my friend’s hand and said, “You know how much this cross means to me and how I keep it in my pocket everyday, but I’m giving it to you to until you are well enough to come home to remind you that with God’s help you are going to get through this.”

     My friend was so moved by this gesture. It was that visit that became a turning point for him where he became more open to receiving the healing he needed through the help and support of the medical team who were caring for him. He kept that cross in his pocket each day to remind him that he wasn’t alone.

     That wilderness experience was where he rediscovered the cross as a source of healing in his life. When he arrived home, he felt like he was a new person. He was able to begin his life again. And because of the healing he had received, he was able to share the story of that cross with others who were struggling with their emotional and mental health. 

     If you ever find yourself in a wilderness where you feel lost and are in need of healing, whatever kind of healing that might be, remember to look to the cross. It’s the source of where we can be made whole again.


Wilderness Challenges - Our Healing

Sermon Discussion Questions
Numbers 21:4-9 & John 3:14-21
March 14, 2021

We are beginning the fourth week of our season of Lent series on “Wilderness Challenges.” Jesus spent forty days in the wilderness to begin his ministry in which he faced challenges to who who was and what God sent him to do. Today’s challenge is related to our need for healing. Jesus links our Old Testament reading from the Book of Numbers when the Israelites were in the wilderness and needed to be healed with when he would be lifted on a cross. Both stories involve looking up to a pole/cross in order for us to be healed.

What do you think of this story from the Book of Numbers that involves poisonous snake bites and looking up to snakes around a pole to receive healing? Why do you think God healed the people in this way?

Pastor Robert made the observation that we are always in need of some kind of healing, whether it be physical, mental/emotional or spiritual. God cares about our mind, body, and spirit. While we are in the wilderness with Jesus these forty days of Lent, this can be a good time for us to reflect on where we are experiencing brokenness in our lives and in need of healing.

How comfortable are you with sharing your brokenness with people you can trust? Why do you think some people may find it difficult to talk about their brokenness and seek help?

The story was shared in the sermon about a man who had a mental breakdown. His family doctor noticed that he was in need of emotional healing so he had him admitted to a mental hospital. He ended up being there for six months! At first, the man was in denial that anything was wrong even though he had tried to commit suicide. The turning point came when a friend of his loaned him his personal cross necklace to keep in his pocket during his time in the hospital. It reminded him to be more open to the counseling and medical care that he needed in order to find healing.

Have you ever thought of the cross as a symbol for healing? How can the cross be a reminder to you of Jesus’ healing and redeeming love? How has God used someone to help bring healing to you?




Sunday, March 14, 2021

Online Worship (March 14) Athens First UMC




Welcome to our 
March 14
online worship service!
Athens First UMC
2 S. College St., Athens, OH 45701

[Live-Stream Begins @ 10:20 am]

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

Monday, March 8, 2021

Sermon (March 7/Lent) by Rev. Robert McDowell



     Today’s story of when Jesus overturned the tables of the money changers is a story about passion. As the disciples watched Jesus expressing his anger, they were thinking about a Psalm in the Old Testament where the Psalmist says, “Zeal for your house will consume me.”

     Zeal, passion, this is the wilderness challenge that we are presented with today. Are we passionate about our faith?

     This story of Jesus overturning the tables of the money changers has led some churches to question if they should allow the youth group to have a fundraiser in between services on Sunday morning. And does Jesus not like the hazelnut coffee and pastries that we set up in our church’s hospitality area?

     Well, I think Jesus is much more concerned about a deeper issue than fundraisers or refreshments in between worship services. When Jesus overturned those tables, he was giving us a powerful sign that God had sent him to overturn sin and death. 

     He alludes to this when the money changers asked him to show him a sign of his authority to do such a thing and he told them, “Destroy this Temple and in three days I will raise it up.” Jesus saw himself as the Living Temple and it would be through his life, death, and resurrection that God would bring salvation to the world. 

     Overturning the tables was so much more than getting upset over people taking coffee into the sanctuary. It was a dramatic sign that Jesus used to get these Temple doorkeepers’ attention and prepare them for the radical new thing that God was about to do through him.

     Think of the story just before this this story where Jesus turns water into wine. He chose a wedding as the occasion for his very first miracle. Both of these dramatic stories in this one chapter are meant to get our attention and put us on high alert for what will happen later in John’s Gospel.

     Which brings us to our wilderness challenge for today which is related to our passion. The challenge for us is to renew our passion and zeal in what Jesus has done for us through his life, death, and resurrection. 

     During the months, weeks, and then days leading up to the presidential election this past fall, a lot of passion was being expressed by many people but it was related more about our choice of politics than it was about our faith. And while our faith and our political leanings do overlap, it can be easy to have more passion for our political party than we do for the party that counts, the one where Jesus is the true King over all creation. 

     Sometimes, our passion gets misplaced because of the competing voices around us. When Jesus spent those forty days in the wilderness, he knew that his energy and passion for his work and mission needed to come from God alone. 

     One of my favorite verses in the Gospels is where the Gospel of Mark tells us that “Jesus  was in the wilderness forty days, tempted by Satan; and he was with the wild beasts; and the angels waited on him.”

     “And the angels waited on him.”

     Jesus was able to draw his energy from God. Satan was outnumbered there in the wilderness.

     Our passion and energy in living out our faith does not come from aligning with the correct political party or a certain political candidate or even a particular church or pastor. Our passion and energy is from God and from others who are also drawing their passion and energy from God’s redemptive love for the world.

     Actually, if you think about it, sometimes we fool ourselves into thinking that these other sources give us a boost of energy, but it’s not the same kind of energy and passion that only God can provide.

     “Zeal for your house will consume me.” “Your house.” “God’s house.” And by God’s house, Jesus wasn’t referring primarily about the bricks and walls of the Temple in Jerusalem. And by the way, that Temple would eventually be destroyed by the Romans about forty years later and would never be rebuilt again. 

     Jesus was identifying himself as God’s Temple. And even though he suffered and died on a cross, he was raised to new life on the third day, never to see death again. 

     We don’t draw our passion from the latest building campaign. We draw our passion from the Risen Jesus who is the living Temple.

     The story of three bricklayers is a multi-faceted parable with many different variations, but is rooted in an authentic story. After the great fire of 1666 that leveled London, the world’s most famous architect, Christopher Wren, was commissioned to rebuild St Paul’s Cathedral.

     One day in 1671, Christopher Wren observed three bricklayers on a scaffold, one crouched, one half-standing and one standing tall, working very hard and fast. To the first bricklayer, Christopher Wren asked the question, “What are you doing?” to which the bricklayer replied, “I’m a bricklayer. I’m working hard laying bricks to feed my family.” 

     The second bricklayer, responded, “I’m a builder. I’m building a wall.” 

     But the third brick layer, the most productive of the three and the future leader of the group, when asked the question, “What are you doing?” replied with a gleam in his eye, “I’m a cathedral builder. I’m building a great cathedral to The Almighty.”

     Our passion is rooted in always remembering that we aren’t just laying bricks or building a wall. We are building a great cathedral to The Almighty.

     We are building a great cathedral where we are always growing in what it means to have a loving faith, a learning faith, and a living faith.

     We are building a great cathedral where we are providing meals every Monday for people in need.

     We are building a great cathedral where we are raising money to provide a house for a family here in southeast, Ohio.

     We are building a great cathedral where college students are welcomed and included in the life of our church.

     We are building a great cathedral where our Growing Tree preschool children can learn and grow in a Christian environment. 

     We are building a great cathedral where people are initiated into the life of our church through baptism.

     We are building a great cathedral where people’s prayer requests are lifted up every single week.

     We are building a great cathedral where we gather for worship and our spirits are lifted.

     Our Temple does have bricks and mortar and thank God, even air-conditioning, but more importantly, our Temple is so much more. It is a haven of blessing and peace for all who enter here.

     This Temple represents the presence of the Risen Christ who offers us hope, forgiveness, direction, purpose, and passion. We are never alone in the wilderness. Jesus is with us in every single moment.

      When Jesus overturned those tables in the Temple, he did so out of zeal to point people to what he was about to do through his life, death, and resurrection. This is why we receive Holy Communion, to draw our passion from what God has done for us through Jesus Christ.

     As we go through this week, I invite us to think about this question that the poet, Mary Oliver includes in her poem entitled, “The Summer Day.”

     “What is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?” That’s a great question!

     Our wilderness challenge today began with Jesus getting our attention by overturning some tables, and it has led us all the way to this table where we are now invited to receive the bread and the cup. 

     Come to this holy table where we are invited to discover what we will do with our one wild and precious life.


Wilderness Challenges - Our Passion

Sermon Discussion Questions
John 2:13-22
March 7, 2021

Churches have been known to use this story of when Jesus overturned the tables of the money changers to prohibit fundraising efforts by church groups on Sunday morning. While it’s important to not overdo these fundraising efforts to the point where they overshadow our main reason for gathering which is to worship God, Jesus’ action in the Temple is about something far more important. Jesus overturned the tables to signify that he is the Living Temple. 

How does this passion and energy of Jesus impact your understanding of who Jesus is and what he was sent by God to do?

Jesus’ action of overturning the tables is connected with an Old Testament scripture that says, “Zeal (passion) for your house will consume me.” In addition to overturning the tables in this chapter of John’s Gospel, Jesus had also turned water into wine which was his first miracle. These actions by Jesus were meant to point people to a deeper understanding of why God sent him into the world. 

In what ways do you display passion in how you live out your faith?

Sometimes we are more passionate about things like sports or a political party or a hobby than we are in growing in our faith. 

What helps you to stay passionate in how you live out your faith? 

Toward the end of John’s Gospel, we will read how Jesus suffered and died on the cross for the sins of the world. These gospel stories are known as the “Passion Narrative.” The word, “passion” is connected with self-giving and sacrifice. Every time we receive the Sacrament of Holy Communion, it’s an opportunity for us to reflect on this understanding of “passion.” 

How does this understanding of the Sacrament of Holy Communion deepen your relationship with Jesus?

Pastor Robert concluded the sermon with these words from the poem, “The Summer Day” by Mary Oliver: “What is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?” 

What is your response to this important question in light of this week’s scripture/worship theme of having a passionate faith?     

Sunday, March 7, 2021

Online Worship (March 7/Lent) Athens First UMC




Welcome to our 
March 7
online worship service!
Athens First UMC
2 S. College St., Athens, OH 45701

[Live-Stream Begins @ 10:20 am]

Monday, March 1, 2021

Sermon (Feb. 28/Lent) by Rev. Robert McDowell



     Last week, we began our Season of Lent series on the first wilderness challenge and that was the challenge of our identity. The wilderness is that desolate area where Jesus spent forty days and forty nights facing various challenges to who he was and what he was sent by God to do.

     This wilderness story is why the Season of Lent is a forty day season. The purpose of these weeks leading up to Easter is to help us face these challenges which involve dying to self and offering ourselves to God.

     Last week, we looked at the wilderness challenge of our identity. Just before Jesus was sent into the wilderness to begin facing the challenges that would come his way, he was baptized by John the Baptist in the Jordan River. When Jesus was baptized, we are told that the Spirit descended upon him in the form of a dove and a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son, the Beloved, and with him I am well pleased.”

     The Sacrament of Holy Baptism is what reminds us of our identity. We belong to God. We are claimed by God. The Holy Spirit is with us. And because God loves us unconditionally, we too are called his beloved. This is why our weekly benediction has that fist line that says, “You are a blessed, beloved, and beautiful child of God. There are no exceptions, asterisks, or loopholes.”

     We say this benediction every week at the conclusion of our worship service so that we can all be reminded of our true identity. When we leave from worship and face a new week, it’s so important that we remember who we are and who we were created to be. 

     So when Jesus went into the wilderness and faced all of those temptations, he was able to do so because he already knew who he was. He was God’s Son. He was God’s beloved. 

     Knowing who we are is so important when we face challenges in life. Baptism is an important way for us to remember our identity. We only need to be baptized once, but it’s important that we renew our baptism as often as possible. We can do that by simply repeating the words, “I am baptized” which is something the famous 16th century Protestant Reformer, Martin Luther would do whenever he was feeling discouraged.

     Remember your baptism. Remember that you belong to God. Remember that you are claimed by God. And so the first wilderness challenge during this Season of Lent is remembering our true identity. 

     For this week’s wilderness challenge, our appointed Old Testament reading from Genesis helps us to focus on the challenge of trust. It’s the story of God wanting to make a covenant with Abraham and Sarah for them to have offspring that would lead to the formation of God’s people. It’s an incredible covenant because God specifically says that their offspring will continue throughout generations where even kings will come from them.

     This sounds like an incredible promise that God makes to Sarah and Abraham but there’s just one major problem. A really big problem. Sarah is way past child-bearing years. They are around a hundred years old when God made this covenant with them. Their challenge would be one of trusting that God would be able to make this happen. When Jesus went into the wilderness and faced all of those challenges from Satan, he also needed to trust that God had a different mission in mind for him.

     For the past several years, I have served on the district committee on ministry. It’s where we interview candidates for ministry. And one of the basic questions we always ask someone who is pursing the pastoral ministry is, “Tell us about your calling.” How has God called you to be a pastor?

     And almost every single time these candidates share their story of how God called them, it includes how they were reluctant to respond to that calling at first. One candidate in telling me his call story said how he and his wife attended a small country church one Sunday for worship. It was only their second time visiting that little church and there was a guest preacher that Sunday.

     And after the worship service, one of the church leaders came up and asked him, “I know this is only your second time here, but we are in need of a pastor. Would you be interested?

     You know, I’ve heard of church people asking a worship guest to join the choir but I think this was the first time I ever heard of someone new being asked to become their pastor! I asked him how he responded and he said that he would need time to think about it. 

     Long story, short. He did take time to think and pray about it which led him to have a conversation with the district superintendent who explained to him the process of how a lay person can serve as a pastor of a church. Of course this includes a process of training and credentialing, but even more importantly, it includes trust. He ended up saying that he would give it a try as long as the people in that little church would be patient with him since he didn’t have any experience in being a pastor.

     And the wonderful thing is that because this person had an open mind and was willing to learn, that little church he is serving is responding to his leadership in a very positive way. His initial challenge was to trust that God really did want him to pray about if he should become their pastor which led him to saying yes.

     Another pastor told me his call story that involved trust. He was a truck driver and while fixing a car one day, he was invited to come inside a church to get warm. As he was getting warm, he saw a picture of Jesus on the wall which left an impression with him. 

     He decided to get involved in church again and received training to become a Lay Speaker and that led to him to responding to a calling to start the process of becoming a pastor of a small congregation.

     His story was one of trust because he had to work through the challenge of not feeling equipped to become a pastor, even though he could sense that God was calling him.

     When God calls us to try something new or alter our way of life and thinking, that requires us to be willing to trust as we step out in faith. Abraham and Sarah probably couldn’t believe that having children would be possible through them in their advanced years, but they trusted and God blessed them.

     As I’ve been thinking about the importance of learning to trust God while we’re in the wilderness during this season of Lent, the thought occurred to me that we are all wired to trust to varying degrees.

     A couple of months ago when I was in the grocery check-out line, I noticed a national enquirer newspaper. I had almost forgotten that this publication still existed. The headlines on that issue were hilarious. The one about Kenny Roger’s body was missing made me laugh. And I remember thinking to myself, “How do people believe this stuff and why do these newspapers of fake stories sell so many copies?”

     But then I started thinking about the many people who believe in conspiracy theories especially those of a political nature. These are grown adults who otherwise seem to be fairly normal and reasonable people, but they actually believe the information that come out of these conspiracy groups. 

     So, in a weird kind of way, there is something inside of us that wants us to trust that these bizarre stories just might be true. 

     The challenge we often face is in prayerfully discerning if God is truly calling us in a particular way. And this requires trust on our part. I say “prayerfully discerning” because based on these tabloids and conspiracy theories, we don’t want to just believe everything that we read or hear. 

     When Jesus was in the wilderness, Satan was trying to get Jesus to believe that he should turn stones into bread, and jump off the pinnacle of the Temple and angels would save him, and worship him and all the kingdoms of the world would become his. Satan was trying to get Jesus to believe in these conspiracies of what he should do rather than what God sent him to do. 

     The wilderness is where we do a lot of soul searching in discerning what is true and what is not true. This is why spending these weeks of Lent in the wilderness with Jesus are so important. It helps us to face the challenge of where we are called to place our trust and the things where we should not place our trust. 

     Jesus was able to keep his trust in what God wanted him to do rather than what Satan was wanting him to do. Just like God did for Abraham and Sarah, we are called to trust in God’s incredible vision and hope for the world. 

     This vision is one where we are invited to participate in making this world a better place, a place where all people are loved and valued, a place where there is harmony, justice, peace, and equality. This is why our church’s mission statement is to make disciples of Jesus Christ for the transformation of our community and world. What an incredible mission we have! To participate with God in bringing transformation to our world.

     If all of this sounds too good to be true, remember that this is what Abraham and Sarah were probably thinking when God made a covenant with them. It sounds like something that you might see on a tabloid while waiting in the check-out line…

     “Hundred year old couple to become pregnant.” But this headline ended up being true and it was through the covenant that God made with them that God would send Jesus, the savior of the world. 

     During this season of Lent, God is calling us to place our trust in something far more interesting than who stole Kenny Roger’s body. God is calling us to change the world.


Wilderness Challenges - Our Trust

Sermon Discussion Questions
Genesis 17:1-7, 15-16
February 28, 2021

For our six-week Season of Lent focus, we are spending these forty days with Jesus in the wilderness. Each week presents a new wilderness challenge that is meant to lead us into a deeper faith. Last Sunday, our focus was on knowing our identity. Our identity is rooted in God’s unconditional love and being reminded that we belong to God.

Share a way that you were able to remember this past week that you belong to God. 

This week’s wilderness challenge is related to our trust in God. For this, we turn to our appointed Old Testament scripture which is from Genesis, chapter seventeen and the story of when God made a covenant with Abraham and Sarah to become the parents of a great nation. The challenge was that Sarah was way past child-bearing years!

What would have gone through your mind if you were Abraham and Sarah? What does this story tell you about what it means to trust God?

Pastor Robert shared stories of people who faced the challenge of trusting God when they were asked to step out in faith. In each of these stories of trust, they needed to pray, explore the possibility, and be open to God’s signs pointing them to trust and have faith. 

When God is calling you to do what seems like the impossible, what steps do you take in discerning if you are truly being called? How have you helped others who are trying to decide if God is calling them to follow in a particular way?

We live in a world that thrives on conspiracy stories that are not rooted in anything factual. The headlines of the National Enquirer capture our attention and some people even believe these stories are true simply because they saw it in print. When Jesus was in the wilderness, Satan posed a lot of conspiracies to Jesus saying that he should turn stones into bread, jump off the pinnacle of the Temple, and worship him and the kingdoms of the world would be his.

Why do you think people believe in conspiracy stories? What helped Jesus to know the difference between believing in Satan’s conspiracies and trusting in God?