A United Methodist Pastor's Theological Reflections

"But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory (nikos) through our Lord Jesus Christ." - I Corinthians 15:57


Monday, March 16, 2026

Sermon (March 15/Lent) “When I Survey My Heart” by Rev. Robert McDowell

March 15, 2026 (Lent)

Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC


    For this season of Lent through Easter Sunday, we are focusing on the theme, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” The inspiration for this 7-week sermon comes from the hymn of the same name.


     This hymn was written by Isaac Watts, one of the most recognizable of all the hymn writers. He was born in England in 1674. His hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross” was published in 1707.


     We began this series 4 weeks ago by focusing on surveying the temptations that come our way and how we might overcome those temptations. For the 2nd week, we surveyed our faith and how we can even allow our doubts to lead us in having a stronger faith. Last Sunday, we surveyed our spiritual thirst and how Jesus is the living water that fills and renews us.


     For today, our appointed scripture readings in this season of Lent invite us to survey our hearts. Our Old Testament reading from I Samuel refers to the importance of surveying our hearts. I love this story from that reading of when God called upon the prophet, Samuel to find the right person to become the next king of Israel.


     It was a very dangerous assignment because Saul was still king at the time and kings don’t like to give up their power.


     Think of the prophet Samuel as the Bishop who has the very difficult task of finding the right pastor for the right church. In this case, Samuel’s short list of a replacement included eight sons of a man named Jesse who lived in Bethlehem. Eight sons. That’s a decent short list to have.

 

     And what made this even easier for Samuel was that the first son that he saw, Eliab was very impressive looking. Why even bother with the other seven? Eliab just looks like he would be a great king. He just had that confident and majestic way about him, plus we are told that he was tall.


   I guess there is such a thing as heightism in the process of hiring someone for a job. Research has shown that employers may reject and ignore shorter candidates even if their resume is similar to that of a taller person and they are just as qualified. Heightism is when the employer consciously or subconsciously associates positive workplace traits like confidence, competence and ability with tallness.


     So, for example, in a study done in the United States back in the 2000’s, only 14.5% of all men were were six feet or over. But among CEOs of Fortune 500 companies, that number was 58%. That does sound to me that there might be something to this.


     We also use a lot of heightism phrases that suggest that we may be biased toward people who are taller than others. We use phrases like “drawing the short straw” to indicate failure. We also say “short-changed” or “falling short” as ways of describing not having enough of what it takes.


     And on the other hand, we have phrases like “standing tall” and “fulfilling tall orders,” and “tall oaks from little acorns” and “head and shoulders above the rest” to indicate that it is better to be tall than short in our society.


     Whether he was aware of it or not, it seems that Samuel was definitely focused on the physical trait of height in looking for a new king of Israel. You know, now that I think about it, whenever I have to state my height when I get my driver’s license renewed, I always round up to the next inch.


     For my weight, I round down to the next pound or two. I rationalize it by saying that I was holding my heavy coat when I was on the scale. Or I was wearing heavy shoes that day.


     NBA Hall of Fame basketball player, Jerry Lucas spoke at one of the churches I served. Jerry is 6’9”. Now if you were picking players to be on your basketball team, which one of us would you choose?


     But height isn’t the only physical trait that catches our attention. There’s also a certain body build, family pedigree, national origin, skin color, and a whole host of other physical traits that consciously or unconsciously can impact who we assume God may be choosing over someone else.


     In one of the churches I served, the pastor who preceded me and the pastor who followed me were both body builders! This always reminds me of how pastors are all unique and how God can use each one of us to live out our calling.


        But back to our I Samuel story. What a proud father, Jesse must have been.  He had it all.  He was a prominent man in his community and probably well off.  And just look at his picture-perfect family.  We’re introduced to Jesse’s first son, Eliab.  And he’s just the first of several sons introduced to Samuel.  I mean, any of his sons probably would have been a good pick to be the next King of Israel.


     This is the family that would definitely want to send out Christmas cards with a family photo and a description of how each son is either in law school, studying to be a doctor, or getting ready to compete in the Olympics.  This is that kind of family!


     Samuel immediately thought Eliab was the one.  “Well that was easy.  Eliab, the Lord has chosen you to be…Wait a minute, what was that Lord?  What do you mean he’s not the one to be the next King?  He’s perfect.  Why wouldn’t you want him?”


     But the Lord tells Samuel, “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for the Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.” And one after the other, each of Jesse’s impressive sons are rejected by the Lord.


     “Do you have any other sons,” Samuel asks Jesse. “Well, yeah, but he’s our youngest, kind of a loner. Just likes to hang out with the sheep.” “I want to meet him,” Samuel says.


     So, they call for young David to come and meet Samuel.  Compared to his brothers, David is more of a delicate and ruddy-skinned boy.


     “This is the one who is to be King,” the Lord whispers in Samuel's ear. And Samuel immediately anoints David as king in the presence of his brothers, and we are told that “the spirit of the Lord came mightily upon David.” For God sees what we cannot see.


     The reason that the Lord doesn’t worry about our outward appearances or how tall we are is because when God calls us, it’s the Holy Spirit that empowers us to do what we are being called to do.  We can step out in faith because it’s not about our strength or our looks.  It’s about the Holy Spirit at work in our lives. It’s about what’s in our hearts and if our hearts are open to God.


     I was preaching at a church one Sunday morning.  I’ll never forget this. It was a Sunday that our church was focusing on the importance of prayer and praying for others.  We had these little heart post-it stickers where we invited the congregation to write a prayer request on that heart sticker and then stick it to a large prayer door that was in the back of the sanctuary.


     There was someone in the congregation that day who felt called by God to take this idea beyond our church walls after worship that day.  After worship, this person went to the prayer door and peeled off several of those heart post-it notes that still didn’t have any prayer requests on them.


     This person in the congregation then went to the hospital and gave several patients one of those heart stickers in which this person had written the words, “Praying for you,” and then had the name of our church listed.


     But this person wasn’t done.  From the hospital, he then visited one of the local nursing homes giving people these heart post-its with the same message, “praying for you.”  That person responded to God’s calling that Sunday morning.


     God was able to bless all of these people in the hospital and at the nursing home that day through this person even though he was only half as tall as I am. And in addition to that, he was only 7 years old! God is looking for people who have loving, caring, and open hearts.


     As I’ve been thinking about how God told Samuel to not focus on outward appearances but on the heart, this scripture reading that is often read during Holy Week kept coming to my mind. It’s from Isaiah, chapter 53 where the prophet says,


     “He had no form or majesty that we should look at him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him. He was despised and rejected by others; a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity; and as one from whom others hide their faces. He was despised and we held him of no account. Surely he has borne our infirmities and carried our diseases; yet we accounted him stricken, struck down by God and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the punishment that made us whole, and by his bruises we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have all turned to our own way, and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all.”


     This Old Testament scripture reading points us to Jesus who was despised and rejected and held of no account, but who is also the one who died on that wondrous cross for the sins of the world. Jesus is the personification of God’s heart that is filled with love for everyone.


     During these weeks of Lent, let’s survey our hearts so that our hearts would be more loving, more gracious, more generous, more compassionate, more willing to serve, and more open to who God is calling us to be and to what God is calling us to do.


Sunday (March 15/Lent) Pastoral Prayer

March 15, 2026 (Lent)
Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC

Lord Jesus, when we survey your wondrous cross, we can’t help but to see who we are and who you call us to be. If you died on the cross for us, then that must mean that we are worth dying for. You have created us in your image and we are your beloved children. Thank you for seeing us in a way that we sometimes struggle to see in ourselves, that we are unconditionally loved by you and we are more than capable to respond to your calling in our lives.

And when we survey your wondrous cross, we also can’t help but to notice how our hearts are not always aligned in being the people you have called us to be. And so, as we survey our hearts in this Season of Lent, remove anything within us that is keeping us from being your loving, hope-filled, gracious, peace seeking, confident, and caring disciples. Remove our selfishness and replace it with empathy. Remove our stubbornness and replace it with an open mind. Remove our insecurities and replace them with an awareness of the gifts and abilities you have entrusted to us.

 

Even now, you call us to lift our hearts in this time of prayer on behalf of those who are on our church’s prayer list as well as others who are in need of your healing, guiding, protecting, and comforting presence. And during this very unsettling time in the Middle East, we pray for your peace and your justice to prevail not only in our troubled and hurting world, but also in our own hearts as well.

 

May this holy season where we survey your wondrous cross and your empty tomb, lead each one of us to say along with Isaac Watts, “love so amazing, so divine, demands my soul, my life, my all.”

 

Together, let us pray the words that you taught us to pray together…

 

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.


Monday, March 9, 2026

Sunday (March 8/Lent) Pastoral Prayer

March 8, 2026 (Lent)
Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC

Lord, we give you thanks for this holy season of Lent in which we have been surveying your wondrous cross through word and song. And now today, we are reminded to survey our thirst for more of your living water that leads to life eternal and life in all of its fullness. Help us to be more like the woman at the well from our Gospel reading today who said, “give me more of this water, so that I may never be thirsty.”

We pray this morning for your living water to sustain us as we continue to follow Jesus to the cross and the empty tomb. And we also pray for your living water to sustain the people who are on our church’s prayer list as well as others who are on our hearts and minds this day. Be with all who are thirsty this day, thirsty for hope, health, guidance, peace, goodness, justice, love, comfort, and mercy, and thirsty for more of your presence in their lives.

 

Just as we need to be reminded again and again to drink plenty of water for our physical health, remind us again and again to drink plenty of your living water for our spiritual well-being. We want to be filled with your spring of water that gushes up to eternal life. Give us more of this water, so that we may never be thirsty again.

 

And give us your daily bread which also feeds and nourishes us each and every day. We pray this in the name of Jesus who taught us to pray together…

 

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.


Monday, March 2, 2026

Sermon (March 1/Lent) “When I Survey My Faith” by Rev. Robert McDowell

March 1, 2026 (Lent)

Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC


     For this season of Lent through Easter Sunday, we are focusing on the theme, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” The inspiration for this 7-week sermon series comes from the hymn of the same name.


     This hymn was written by Isaac Watts, one of the most recognizable of all the hymn writers. He was born in England in 1674. His hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross” was published in 1707.


     We began this series last Sunday by focusing on when Jesus was sent into the wilderness and faced three major temptations that were presented to him by the devil.


     The first temptation was for Jesus to turn stones into bread but instead Jesus resisted by relying on God’s Word. The second temptation was for Jesus to jump off the Temple and command angels to come and save him but instead Jesus resisted by not putting God to the test. And Jesus was able to resist the third temptation which was to inherit all the kingdoms of this world in exchange for worshiping the devil.


     By resisting all of these temptations, Jesus was able to set the course of his ministry by leaning on God and fulfilling the purpose for which he was sent, to offer his very life for the sake of the world. When we survey the temptations that come our way and lean on God to resist those temptations, we too can live out who God has called us to be.


     For this Sunday, we are invited to survey our faith, and for this we turn to our appointed reading from Genesis, chapter 12 where we have the story of God calling Abram, who had no children at that time to step out in faith and become the father of a great nation. Abram must have been wondering how God was going to pull this off since Abram and his wife were unable to have children at the time.


     In addition to Abram and Sarah who stepped out in faith in our Old Testament reading, we also have our Gospel reading from John, chapter 3, where Nicodemus also stepped out in faith when he met Jesus one night to ask him some very important spiritual questions. It was risky for him to do this because of how other religious leaders would have reacted to him doing this.


     Both of these scripture readings invite us to survey our own faith. Like them, are we willing to step out in faith?


     I envy people who make faith seem so easy. There are just some people who have absolutely no problem in believing that God parted the Red Sea so that the Israelites could escape from slavery in Egypt or that the Prophet Elijah and his chariot were taken up into heaven, or that Mary the mother of Jesus was a virgin when Jesus was conceived.


     And when I ask them why they just seem to believe all of these miracles that we find in the Bible, the response I usually get is a very simple one where they say, “well, it’s easy because the Bible says that these things happened so they must be true and that’s good enough for me.” And that’s all well and good but doesn’t that beg the question, “But how do you know that the Bible is true?”


     I mean, it is a book that was written over many centuries, in different languages, and by many different authors. And then it wasn’t until three centuries after the last of these books were finally written that the early church fathers finally settled on which sacred books would be included in what we know today as the Bible. I guess, my point is that the bible didn’t just fall from heaven one day. It was a work in progress.

 

     I said that I envy people who make faith seem so easy, but actually, now that I think about it, I really envy people who have a faith in God even though they still have many unanswered questions about their faith. I envy them even more because these are people who because of their unanswered questions could just stop going to church or reading their bible altogether, but they are still hanging on to their faith.


     I find that refreshing, actually. I find that honest and genuine. And I wonder how many churches make room for people like that who might not believe everything we say when we recite the Apostles’ Creed or who are skeptical when a scripture is read in worship about one of Jesus’ healings.


     I remember watching an interview of Noel Gallagher who is a prolific music composer and musician. He was asked if he believed in God because he is known to be an atheist. I was expecting him to just say that he is still not a believer, but he caught me off guard with his response.


     He said that his wife and father-in-law go to church every Sunday but that he doesn’t attend with them. But he also said that even though he isn’t a believer, that there are a lot of times where he feels that attending church and going through the rituals every week would be a source of comfort to him. I just thought that was a really interesting response because I respected his honesty and his openness to the idea that maybe church wouldn’t be so bad after all!


     It seems to me that there are more of these kinds of stories of faith in the Bible rather than stories where people just believe because the Bible says you should believe.  


     So, when Abram and Sarah would later laugh at the thought that Sarah would give birth even though she was barren, that to me feels real and genuine. And when Nicodemus sneaks out in the night to ask Jesus some spiritual questions, that feels real and genuine to me.


     These stories that we find in the Bible remind us that God is more than willing to meet us where we are than what we might think. And so, if you’re not sure if every single story in the Bible is factually true or if it really happened at all, you’re not alone. God can meet you there. Still unsure if you even believe in God? You’re not alone. God can meet you there.


     Whenever someone says how faith comes easy for them because they simply believe the bible, I have to wonder if they are reading the same bible that I’m reading!


     Have you read the psalms and not just Psalm 23? That’s a beautiful psalm of the psalmist faith in the Lord who is a loving shepherd, but we also get Psalm 22 right before it where the psalmist cries out, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” This psalmist is basically saying, “why aren’t you answering any of my prayers? And why are you so far away from helping me?”


     I think these two psalms are back-to-back for a reason. Yes, I love Psalm 23, but I equally love psalms like Psalm 22 because they are so real and genuine. God can meet us there in our doubts and our questioning even when we are shaking our fists at God.


     There is this wonderful ebb and flow that we find in the psalms ranging from, “everything is going great in my life and I love and worship only you, O God,” to another psalm that is more like, “my life is so crappy right now that I don’t even know if you even care anymore, O God.”


     These many different kinds of psalms are what feel real and genuine to me. They are not faking it. They are saying how they really feel in that moment.

 

      Maybe this is why God doesn’t give up on Abram and Sarah when they are called to begin a new nation. Maybe this is why Jesus doesn’t turn Nicodemus away who comes to Jesus in the cover of night. That feels genuine. That feels real. Jesus meets us where we are.


     So, here’s the interesting thing about Abram and Sarah. Even though they doubted God, they ended up becoming the parents of a great nation that became the people of Israel.


     And here’s the interesting thing about Nicodemus. He shows up again at the end of John’s Gospel because he ends up being the one who risked his life by asking for Jesus’ body after he had been crucified.


     Faith takes time. Faith is about exploring. Faith allows for us to express our doubts where we join some of the psalmists in asking, “God, are you even hearing this prayer?”


     I like Nicodemus. He wasn’t afraid to ask Jesus questions like “what do you mean Jesus, how can somebody be born a second time? Everyone knows that you’re only born once.”


     See what Nicodemus was doing there with that question? He was doing what we tend to do when we assume that spiritual truth is only about cold facts and taking things literally. Jesus was inviting Nicodemus to see faith in a much more dynamic, creative, and multi-dimensional way.


     “The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So, it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.”


     It sounds like this response from Jesus helped Nicodemus to look at his faith in a new way and would eventually lead him to be the one who took Jesus’ body from the cross to place him in the tomb.


     This is how it is with faith. When it’s real and genuine, it allows room for our questions and our doubts. And somehow, God can use that and lead us into an even deeper understanding of who God is.


     Jesus helped Nicodemus to see that eternal life isn’t so much about a destination, but it’s really a way of life in the here and now that continues into eternity. This way of life includes asking questions about things that are too mysterious to fully comprehend. It provides plenty of room to express our doubts and sometimes even our frustrations with God.


     And maybe that’s why it’s not a coincidence that today’s invitation to survey our faith falls on this particular Sunday when we celebrate the Sacrament of Holy Communion. Sometimes, we don’t really need textbook answers. What we’re really hungry for is the presence of the Risen Christ through the breaking of the bread and the sharing of the cup.  


     Come to the table with your questions and even your doubts and be born again.