A United Methodist Pastor's Theological Reflections

"But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory (nikos) through our Lord Jesus Christ." - I Corinthians 15:57


Monday, March 2, 2026

Sermon (March 1/Lent) “When I Survey My Faith” by Rev. Robert McDowell

March 1, 2026 (Lent)

Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC


     For this season of Lent through Easter Sunday, we are focusing on the theme, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” The inspiration for this 7-week sermon series comes from the hymn of the same name.


     This hymn was written by Isaac Watts, one of the most recognizable of all the hymn writers. He was born in England in 1674. His hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross” was published in 1707.


     We began this series last Sunday by focusing on when Jesus was sent into the wilderness and faced three major temptations that were presented to him by the devil.


     The first temptation was for Jesus to turn stones into bread but instead Jesus resisted by relying on God’s Word. The second temptation was for Jesus to jump off the Temple and command angels to come and save him but instead Jesus resisted by not putting God to the test. And Jesus was able to resist the third temptation which was to inherit all the kingdoms of this world in exchange for worshiping the devil.


     By resisting all of these temptations, Jesus was able to set the course of his ministry by leaning on God and fulfilling the purpose for which he was sent, to offer his very life for the sake of the world. When we survey the temptations that come our way and lean on God to resist those temptations, we too can live out who God has called us to be.


     For this Sunday, we are invited to survey our faith, and for this we turn to our appointed reading from Genesis, chapter 12 where we have the story of God calling Abram, who had no children at that time to step out in faith and become the father of a great nation. Abram must have been wondering how God was going to pull this off since Abram and his wife were unable to have children at the time.


     In addition to Abram and Sarah who stepped out in faith in our Old Testament reading, we also have our Gospel reading from John, chapter 3, where Nicodemus also stepped out in faith when he met Jesus one night to ask him some very important spiritual questions. It was risky for him to do this because of how other religious leaders would have reacted to him doing this.


     Both of these scripture readings invite us to survey our own faith. Like them, are we willing to step out in faith?


     I envy people who make faith seem so easy. There are just some people who have absolutely no problem in believing that God parted the Red Sea so that the Israelites could escape from slavery in Egypt or that the Prophet Elijah and his chariot were taken up into heaven, or that Mary the mother of Jesus was a virgin when Jesus was conceived.


     And when I ask them why they just seem to believe all of these miracles that we find in the Bible, the response I usually get is a very simple one where they say, “well, it’s easy because the Bible says that these things happened so they must be true and that’s good enough for me.” And that’s all well and good but doesn’t that beg the question, “But how do you know that the Bible is true?”


     I mean, it is a book that was written over many centuries, in different languages, and by many different authors. And then it wasn’t until three centuries after the last of these books were finally written that the early church fathers finally settled on which sacred books would be included in what we know today as the Bible. I guess, my point is that the bible didn’t just fall from heaven one day. It was a work in progress.

 

     I said that I envy people who make faith seem so easy, but actually, now that I think about it, I really envy people who have a faith in God even though they still have many unanswered questions about their faith. I envy them even more because these are people who because of their unanswered questions could just stop going to church or reading their bible altogether, but they are still hanging on to their faith.


     I find that refreshing, actually. I find that honest and genuine. And I wonder how many churches make room for people like that who might not believe everything we say when we recite the Apostles’ Creed or who are skeptical when a scripture is read in worship about one of Jesus’ healings.


     I remember watching an interview of Noel Gallagher who is a prolific music composer and musician. He was asked if he believed in God because he is known to be an atheist. I was expecting him to just say that he is still not a believer, but he caught me off guard with his response.


     He said that his wife and father-in-law go to church every Sunday but that he doesn’t attend with them. But he also said that even though he isn’t a believer, that there are a lot of times where he feels that attending church and going through the rituals every week would be a source of comfort to him. I just thought that was a really interesting response because I respected his honesty and his openness to the idea that maybe church wouldn’t be so bad after all!


     It seems to me that there are more of these kinds of stories of faith in the Bible rather than stories where people just believe because the Bible says you should believe.  


     So, when Abram and Sarah would later laugh at the thought that Sarah would give birth even though she was barren, that to me feels real and genuine. And when Nicodemus sneaks out in the night to ask Jesus some spiritual questions, that feels real and genuine to me.


     These stories that we find in the Bible remind us that God is more than willing to meet us where we are than what we might think. And so, if you’re not sure if every single story in the Bible is factually true or if it really happened at all, you’re not alone. God can meet you there. Still unsure if you even believe in God? You’re not alone. God can meet you there.


     Whenever someone says how faith comes easy for them because they simply believe the bible, I have to wonder if they are reading the same bible that I’m reading!


     Have you read the psalms and not just Psalm 23? That’s a beautiful psalm of the psalmist faith in the Lord who is a loving shepherd, but we also get Psalm 22 right before it where the psalmist cries out, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” This psalmist is basically saying, “why aren’t you answering any of my prayers? And why are you so far away from helping me?”


     I think these two psalms are back-to-back for a reason. Yes, I love Psalm 23, but I equally love psalms like Psalm 22 because they are so real and genuine. God can meet us there in our doubts and our questioning even when we are shaking our fists at God.


     There is this wonderful ebb and flow that we find in the psalms ranging from, “everything is going great in my life and I love and worship only you, O God,” to another psalm that is more like, “my life is so crappy right now that I don’t even know if you even care anymore, O God.”


     These many different kinds of psalms are what feel real and genuine to me. They are not faking it. They are saying how they really feel in that moment.

 

      Maybe this is why God doesn’t give up on Abram and Sarah when they are called to begin a new nation. Maybe this is why Jesus doesn’t turn Nicodemus away who comes to Jesus in the cover of night. That feels genuine. That feels real. Jesus meets us where we are.


     So, here’s the interesting thing about Abram and Sarah. Even though they doubted God, they ended up becoming the parents of a great nation that became the people of Israel.


     And here’s the interesting thing about Nicodemus. He shows up again at the end of John’s Gospel because he ends up being the one who risked his life by asking for Jesus’ body after he had been crucified.


     Faith takes time. Faith is about exploring. Faith allows for us to express our doubts where we join some of the psalmists in asking, “God, are you even hearing this prayer?”


     I like Nicodemus. He wasn’t afraid to ask Jesus questions like “what do you mean Jesus, how can somebody be born a second time? Everyone knows that you’re only born once.”


     See what Nicodemus was doing there with that question? He was doing what we tend to do when we assume that spiritual truth is only about cold facts and taking things literally. Jesus was inviting Nicodemus to see faith in a much more dynamic, creative, and multi-dimensional way.


     “The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So, it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.”


     It sounds like this response from Jesus helped Nicodemus to look at his faith in a new way and would eventually lead him to be the one who took Jesus’ body from the cross to place him in the tomb.


     This is how it is with faith. When it’s real and genuine, it allows room for our questions and our doubts. And somehow, God can use that and lead us into an even deeper understanding of who God is.


     Jesus helped Nicodemus to see that eternal life isn’t so much about a destination, but it’s really a way of life in the here and now that continues into eternity. This way of life includes asking questions about things that are too mysterious to fully comprehend. It provides plenty of room to express our doubts and sometimes even our frustrations with God.


     And maybe that’s why it’s not a coincidence that today’s invitation to survey our faith falls on this particular Sunday when we celebrate the Sacrament of Holy Communion. Sometimes, we don’t really need textbook answers. What we’re really hungry for is the presence of the Risen Christ through the breaking of the bread and the sharing of the cup.  


     Come to the table with your questions and even your doubts and be born again.

Sunday (March 1/Lent) Pastoral Prayer

March 1, 2026 (Lent) 
Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC

O God of mystery and wonder, thank you for being present with us during those times in our lives when we are lying down peacefully in green pastures soaking up the sun, as well as those dark times when we are wondering why it seems that you have forsaken us and are nowhere to be found. Thank you for your presence whether we are aware of it or not.

 

And thank you for loving us and being patient with us especially during those times when we doubt you the most and for giving us just enough light to catch glimpses of your presence in surprising and mysterious ways. If faith were easy, perhaps we wouldn’t have those special holy moments that are really what make life so beautiful and special.

 

As we survey our faith during this Season of Lent, help us to be prepared to laugh like Sarah and to ask questions like Nicodemus. In other words, help us to be real and genuine and not just settle for easy answers.

 

Which leads us even now to pray for your mysterious and holy healing, comforting, and guiding presence to be with those who are on our hearts and minds this day, the people on our prayer list, our friends and loved ones, as well as the many needs of our nation and world. We especially pray for our country and for people in the Middle East in these beginning days of our war with Iran. As one of our hymns of faith expresses so powerfully, “Grant us wisdom, grant us courage, for the facing of this hour, for the the facing of this hour.”

 

Somehow, someway, we know in this time of prayer that you are already offering the light and the hope that is needed for each of our prayer needs that we bring to you today. We admit that we don’t understand how all of this works, but we do know from Jesus that you so loved the world that you gave your only Son that whosoever should believe in him should not perish but have everlasting life.  And we also know from Jesus that we have this prayer to help us express to you what we sometimes struggle to put into words. With whatever faith we have, we join together in praying…

 

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.


Monday, February 23, 2026

Sermon (February 22/Lent) “When I Survey My Temptations” by Rev. Robert McDowell

February 22, 2026 (Lent)

Beulah UMC & Oak Grove UMC

 

   For this season of Lent through Easter Sunday, we are focusing on the theme, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” The inspiration for this 7-week sermon series comes from the hymn of the same name.


     This hymn was written by Isaac Watts, one of the most recognizable of all the hymn writers. He was born in England in 1674. When his hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross” was published in 1707, John Wesley, the founder of Methodism was only 4 years old! This hymn became Isaac Watts crowning achievement.


     There is a great story about Isaac Watts when he was a boy and before he became a prolific hymn writer. He complained to his father who was a pastor that the hymns they were singing in church were deplorable. He said, “The singing of God’s praise is the part of worship most closely associated with heaven; but its performance among us is the worst on earth.”


     His father responded by rebuking him and saying, “I’d like to see you write something better!” And the rest as they say is history.


     Isaac Watts ended up writing 750 hymns, 15 of which are in our United Methodist hymnal. We sing one of his hymns every Christmas Eve, “Joy to the World.”


     His hymn, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross” is based on Galatians 6:14 where the Apostle Paul writes, “May I never boast of anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to, and I to the world.”

 

     So that’s a little background information about this very deep and meaningful hymn of faith that we are using for our season of Lent theme. Just wanted to give Mr. Watts the credit he deserves for inspiring this 7-week sermon series. Each week of this series, we will sing at least a verse or two of this hymn.


     As I was putting this sermon series together and was thinking about this hymn, it occurred to me that the season of Lent is a time for us to not only survey the wondrous cross, but also the different aspects of our lives that God is calling us to survey during this season of reflection and repentance.


     And these areas of our lives are based on our appointed scripture readings for each of these Sundays.


     So, for today, we’re going to focus on surveying our temptations. Next Sunday, we will be surveying our faith. The following Sunday, we will survey our spiritual thirst. The week after that, we will survey our heart and the Sunday after that, we will survey our grief.


     And then on Palm Sunday, March 29th, we will survey the wondrous cross, the actual title of the hymn. And then, we’ll conclude our 7-week sermon series on Easter Sunday by surveying the empty tomb. So much for us to survey over these next several weeks!


     What does it mean for us to survey our temptations?


     Well, we first need to be willing to enter into the wilderness if we truly want to survey our temptations. Why the wilderness? Because this is what Jesus did when he began his ministry.

    

     After Jesus was baptized, he then was led by the Spirit into the wilderness. The Season of Lent is also a time for us to be lead into the wilderness. Why would we want to go to a placed that is desert-like, is dusty, and is really just a bunch of rocks?


     It’s because it’s in the wilderness where we can devote some serious time in reflecting on several important things. So, for one, when we spend time in the wilderness, we come face to face with who we really are. We are able to see our true selves and not just the image that we want to project for others to see.


     And secondly, when we go into the wilderness, we become much more aware of what is really important in our lives because we’re not emboldened to a busy and frantic schedule. The season of Lent is meant to offer us a change of pace so that we can slow down, take a deep breath, and find renewal for our souls.


     The third thing that spending time in the wilderness does for us is that it helps us to hear and clarify who God is calling us to be and what God is calling us to do.


     And the fourth thing is that spending time in the wilderness helps us to face our temptations and overcome them which is our focus for today. We are told that when Jesus entered the wilderness, he was tempted by the devil.  


     Susan Gray is a United Methodist pastor, and she shares about a time in her life when she entered a spiritual wilderness. It was during the winter of 2000 when she, her husband and their three school-aged children moved to Indiana. At the time, she didn’t realize that it would become a wilderness journey for her.


     She says that she ended up learning some very important lessons during that experience. One of the lessons she learned and is a lesson that a lot of pastors learn at some point during their ministry is that who she is to God is far more important that what she does for God.

 

     Before, she had thought that it was all up to her as the pastor to help the church grow, but over time she came to discover that the church could run just fine without her. That humbling experience while she was in the wilderness helped her to see that serving God is about community and shared ministry.


     When we spend time in the wilderness, we experience these humbling moments when we are reminded that it’s not about us. It’s about what God can do in and through all of us together!

   

     When Jesus went into the wilderness, I’m sure that he was thinking about his Jewish ancestors who, several centuries earlier had spent 40 years in the wilderness. God had freed them from slavery in Egypt and led them to the Promised Land. But it was during that long journey in the wilderness where they needed to learn to trust God to provide for their needs.


     And it wasn’t just about Moses leading them. It was about all of God’s people learning to trust God together.


     So, as we spend these next 40 days in the wilderness and make this journey to Easter Sunday, it’s important for us to remember that we are doing this together. We are learning to be God’s people together. We are helping each other face the temptations of hunger and thirst. We are here to encourage each other especially when we are feeling weak, tired, and discouraged.


     The reason why our church calendar always has the season of Lent is because I’m not so sure that we would put this wilderness journey on our calendars each year. Why not just fast forward from the celebration of Christmas to the joy of Easter, and just skip this long 40-day journey in a hot and dry wilderness?


     But we don’t grow in our faith by fast-forwarding. We grow in our faith by slowing down and by being willing to spend some time in the wilderness.


     Maybe we don’t like to enter the wilderness because we know that it’s going to make us feel really vulnerable.


     We don’t like to be taken out of our comfort zones. We don’t always like to wake up 30 minutes earlier in the morning to spend that extra time in prayer. We’re not always that thrilled to give up something for Lent like fasting from a meal each week because we know it’s probably going to make us hangry. You ever get hangry?


     We’re not wired to put ourselves in a position where we feel vulnerable. We much prefer to surround ourselves with every comfort we can possibly have because it insulates us from exploring the deeper realities of who we truly are.


     Being vulnerable in the wilderness might reveal our soft spots and those areas of our lives where we allow temptations to get the best of us. Think of the season of Lent as our spring training where we are getting into spiritual shape so that we will be able to fully embrace the good news of Easter and the empty tomb.


     We are told that when Jesus was in the wilderness and was hungry, he was tempted to turn stones into bread. But we are told that Jesus overcame that temptation by relying on God’s word.


     I have to think that the reason why Jesus was able to feed 5,000 people with just five loaves of bread and two fish later in his ministry was because he was able to overcome this first temptation in facing hunger himself. My hunch is that when the disciples told Jesus to send that big crowd of people away because they didn’t have enough food, that it was this experience in the wilderness that led Jesus to trust God to give what little they had.


     And I also have to think that the reason why Jesus was able to heal the sick, restore sight to the blind, and perform all of those miracles was because he was able to overcome the 2nd temptation where the devil wanted Jesus to use God’s power for his own purposes. When Jesus healed someone or turned water into wine, he was doing those signs and wonders to point people to a loving God.


     And I have to think that that the reason why Jesus was willing to die on a cross for the sins of the world was because he resisted the 3rd temptation in the wilderness in which he was offered all the kingdoms of the earth earth in exchange for worshiping the devil instead.


     By resisting that temptation, he was able to pray in the Garden of Gethsemane, “not my will but thine be done.”


     This is why Jesus spent 40 days in the wilderness and faced those temptations because it prepared him for what God had sent him to do, to be the Savior of the world.


     When we enter the wilderness, it’s an opportunity for us to survey the temptations that would keep us from living out who God has called us to be. These 40 days in the wilderness is what prepares us for what lies ahead as we seek to be faithful to God’s calling in our lives.


     The wilderness is where we are reminded that if we are to overcome our temptations, we just need to rediscover what it means to lean on God. Lean on God rather than on our own strength. Lean on God who knows us better than we know ourselves. Lean on God during times of struggle, hardship, and temptation. Lean on God when you are feeling weak.

 

     As our closing hymn will remind us, “O how sweet to walk in this pilgrim way, leaning on the everlasting arms; O how bright the path grows from day to day, leaning on the everlasting arms.”


     As we begin this 40-day wilderness journey, let’s lean on God together. Let’s lean on God together by living by every word that comes from the mouth of God. Let’s lean on God together by not putting God to the test. Let’s lean on God together by worshipping the Lord and serving only him.


     Let’s lean together on the promises of God.